Monday, August 13, 2012

TRI-UMPHANT :)

By now, I've already recited my story from Saturday morning at least 8 times.  So in the interest of not annoying my co-workers to death and sounding like a broken record and/or nails on a chalkboard, I figured I'd blog about it instead.  So here's the play by play for those that care to read or know...and as always, if you don't care, there's a super special "x"in the top right hand (left for macs...) corner that you are welcome to click, no hard feelings! :)

So I did my first Olympic distance triathlon!!!!!! Yeah buddy!  And I can say that after Saturday's adventure, I've learned more than a few things about triathlon in general, and I guess about myself as well in the mean time.

I'll say this first.  I wrote a blog here several months ago talking about running and it being such a friendly sport.  I went on ad nauseum about how encouraging other runners can be at races, and I singled out triathlon as a much less friendly sport.  I said this from a place of ignorance, as I stated it having never done a triathlon myself.  I watched as a spectator, and it looked pretty hardcore.  But I will say this, I owe triathlon an apology.  Because this triathlon was friendly.  People all over encouraged me along the way.  So at least in my experience now, I can say that triathlon is also a friendly sport.  I may retract that when I do it again and get run over on the bike or kicked in the face in the swim.  But for now, sorry triathlon.  Keep on being friendly!

So Saturday morning, I approached this just as I would a marathon.  I expected to be turtle slow.  In fact, I planned on it.  And this time at least, I didn't even need to plan, because circumstance ensured that I went slow and steady...more on that in a minute.  But I got up and got out there with very little mega anxiety or stress.  That was a super huge win because stressed out pre race Lacy is no bueno.  However...

My husband was a basket case.  Yes, Kristofor, I'm calling you out.  And he actually called himself out.  He was quite ummmm...fidgety.  He didn't participate, so he couldn't help me set up in the transition area.  But he sure could watch me like a hawk from across the fence-line!  And although I thought it unnecessary to listen intently to pre race directions, he was extremely frustrated with my lack of attention.  Hey, I was having too much fun chatting with Deb and Lisa about the impending swim, food, our outfits, having to pee, etc etc etc.  Much more pressing things.  Directions, schmirections.  He was tense.  Really, it was sweet.  But I was glad he opted to leave before watching me plunge into the water for the first time.  What?  Did you think I was gonna drown or something :)?

So the water.  Loved it.  Loved the heck out of it.  Swim was by far my favorite part.  The part I was least prepared for, but by far my favorite.  I was last in the water.  We could kind of choose when we got in, and RGV Tri Club represented strong at the end of the swim line.  We were the last 4 in the water.  No biggie, it was cool.  I went in last.  Very last.  I didn't swim super off course, I pretty much went buoy to buoy, one stroke at a time.  And I watched the pink swim cap that belonged to Deb in front of me like a hawk.  I tried to stay as close to her as possible.  So thanks Deb for guiding me through my first 1500 meter open water swim!  I never got pummeled by anyone, I did run into a fellow swimmer that had opted to backstroke the remaining 500meters.  That was cool...I think I scared her more than she scared me.  And I wasn't the last one out of the water either.  So that was cool too, since I was last to get in.  I will say this.  I am what I would consider, a relatively strong swimmer.  And by strong, I do NOT mean fast.  By strong I mean rhythmic and measured and pretty much unfazed by my surroundings.  At least so far.  I may change my tune when I have to get in with more people and fight it out, but this time, I felt strong-ish.  I got out and felt great and ready to hit the bike....

The bike.

Mkay so I'll say this now.  Had I not been 3 beers deep and consumed by peer pressure two weeks ago,  and known that this bike course was super hilly.  I probably wouldn't have done it.  Ignorance was for sure bliss.  Because homegirl had never ridden up a hill except for my one 20 minute hill practice that took place last week because Javier suggested it.  And since we live in a place with such vast topography like Harlingen, its super easy to train for monster hills named heartbreak.  Yeah no.  So that was special.  The hills were rolling upwards for the first half of the bike.  I kept my bad language to a minimum, which was amazing, and the first 5 miles or so flew by as I was still pretty exhilarated from the swim.  By mile 6, I hit heartbreak hill.  I did catch the part of the instructions in the AM talking about this monster, and I recalled something about "inexperienced cyclists should dismount" and "no braking and 50mph".  So I did as I was told and dismounted before I would regret it.  I saw one person ride up it...ouch...mind you I was not at the front of the pack with anyone super experienced I gathered...I did after all start the swim 15 minutes or so after the race began...

Yeah it sucked a lot.  Walking in bike shoes up a huge ass hill pushing your bike is not a good time.  And it was super hot and my helmet was melting to my hair (not really but it felt like it).  It hurt.  I didn't like it.  I did not say any bad words.

***Side Note:  I would like to take this time to pat myself on the back personally for my lack of colorful language during this triathlon event.  I was almost a lady.  I think I said the "F-word" like 2x.  And that is like a record.  Because I am known for making sailors blush during sporting events that get hot and/or tiring.  My grandmother could have watched me and wouldn't have wanted to wash my mouth out with soap.  So good job Lacy for not sounding trashy at this event.  Well played.

So I'm at the top of heartbreak hill, and no it didn't go directly down.  It continued to climb just not as steeply. I clipped back into my bike, and well, ya know, a girl is thirsty after walking up a hill in bike shoes pushing her bike in the 145 degree heat.  So I used my magical bike skills and reached down to grab my water bottle to hydrate.  After all, Kristofor said, biking is where you fuel.  So sweet, lets get this fuel coming.  I took a sip.  Heard the familiar sound of an engine coming up behind me, and I got a little startled, and yeah.  Dropped my ONLY water bottle.  And then it was subsequently run over.  I'm pretty sure my first F bomb occurred then.  So here I am at mile 7ish of a 24.5 mile course, and I have no water.  That definitely caused me some concern.  I knew there probably wasn't going to be a fueling station on the course, so I was pretty effed. From that point on, I kind of went into conservation mode.  I didn't want to push myself as hard as I had been because I couldn't hydrate.  In retrospect, I probably should have flagged down another one of our tri club members and asked for a bottle.  I saw them all before I got to the turn around.  But I wasn't thinking.  After the half way point, I totally coasted.  And by coasted, I mean went flying down the hills, and tried to keep my momentum up to go up further without really pedaling too much.  I got up to around 33mph-ish (I couldn't really look at my Garmin...I saw a 3 in front though...) on the downside of heartbreak hill.  I like rollercoasters so that is what it reminded me of!  WEEEEEEEE!!!  By the time I was to mile 22.5 and heading back into the park, I was way past thirsty.  It was Africa hot, and I still had to run 6.2 miles.  In transition, I told Kris what happened, and he suggested I hang around and really hydrate.  So I took my time, drank an entire Gatorade, gu-ed, more water, THEN left on my run...

My run was hot.  And it was on trail???  Not all of it, but a lot of it was on caliche roads, some going up and down.  That was cool.  I poured water all over myself at the water stop.  And then I was super smart and took a wrong turn and added over a quarter mile to my run.  I did not even say a bad word.  Seriously, I have no clue what had come over me.  Kristofor had said when I passed transition, that it was only 2.5 more miles.  That was a total lie.  But I was pacing at about an 8:15 minute mile so I evidently had plenty in the tank post swim+bike.  I passed some of the people that had passed me on the bike.  One guy yelled "I KNEW YOU WOULD PASS ME ON THE RUN, I KNEW IT"  Thanks for the vote of confidence buddy! I doused with more water before I headed out on the out and back uphill for 2 miles, down hill for 2 miles ending to the run course.  And there she was.

**And I'm going to take this moment to say this.  I don't think I'm some super special amazing person for doing what I did.  Lots of people would have done the same.  I would have wanted someone to do it for me.  But this experience definitely impacted my race.  I would do it again.  And if it were one of my girls, I would want someone to help them too.  I do believe in Karma.

At about the 3.1 mile mark, there was a girl about my age on the side of the road, getting sick.  Having a lot of trouble.  There wasn't really anyone around us, and it was pretty damn hot by this point.  So I stopped with her.  Tried to help her with her cramp. Talked to her trying to get her mind off of it, and then I walked with her almost until the turn around at the top of the hill.  So I took at least 15 minutes off of my 10k time for this little detour.  By this point, it really didn't matter.  And I didn't have any sort of time goal...

Alright so I had a little bit of a time goal....

But whatever, it was not that big of a deal anyways.  Approaching the top of the hill, she said she was ok.  I doused with more water, grabbed a cold towel from the volunteer, and then I hit it hard the last 2 miles.  But it was way too little too late.  Even though I was flying (for me anyways) pace wise.  Kristofor was about a half mile out with our dogs to greet me, and I told him that I had stopped for a while.  I don't know if he quite understood how long I had stopped/walked.  It was almost time for awards by the time I came into the finish.  And a lot of the fanfare was over.  I ran through the finish again a few minutes after so that they could snap my picture...


This was my best re-enactment!  So first Tri finished, ready for the next one.  Yes.  I DEFINITELY want to do that again.  One of our other members did this one, and said she wanted some redemption.  And she definitely got redemption this time around, as she did SUPER amazing Saturday (Go Lisa Go!).  And now I want a little redemption of my own....so September 16th, I'll be doing another Olympic @ South Padre Island.

This was an amazing experience for sure, and I couldn't be happier that I did it the way I did it.  Just like when I ran my first marathon, I was cool and calculated about my pace and how I would go, simply because it was my first time.  I'm a huge believer in that your first race is an experience.  Not really a race.  Any time is your best time.  I've been beating that into my girls that are training for their first full.  IT IS NOT A RACE...IT IS AN EXPERIENCE.  Still, I know for anyone competitive, it is difficult to go at it that way.  It was for me, and I allowed myself a full 5 minutes to have a pout session over how not fast I went.  BUT...my 2nd marathon time was over 35 minutes faster than my first marathon.  And although I don't anticipate shaving that much time off, I can hope for an improvement next time.  That's the thing with triathlon.  There are so many ways to improve things.  There's always ways to get better.  And I plan on working on a few things this next month to get better.

So bring it OPEN WATER OCEAN SWIM with sharks and jellyfish and all sorts of things that can eat me.  I'm ready for you!

Thanks for cheering me on,

Lacy




Monday, August 6, 2012

Ready to "Tri" a little :)

Hola everyone!  The last time I checked in, I was in the heat of my "runcation", sitting out from lots of cardio and basically, being as much of a running bum as I could in preparation for marathon season.  And I may have mentioned something about a purchase that I had made as well....



So this is my road bike.  It took me forever and a million years to find one that fit my midget sized body.  It's a 41cm XXS.  It was like a needle in a haystack that my good friend, Javier so diligently helped me search for.

Since it came in the mail in early June-ish...I'm gonna be honest. I was afraid of it.  My first ride on it was at 12:30am post several cocktails.  It was all good.  Then my husband put clips on it...

**Clips are in place of my pedals.  I have special shoes that have a nifty thingy on the bottom of them.  I place my feet on the clips and my feet fasten into my bike.  So I'm biking and physically attached to my bike.  You have to learn to take your feet out.  And put your feet in.  And not eat shit.

So I have clips on my bike and I was scared of it for 3 weeks.  Didn't touch it.  Then one Saturday morning I got up, got brave, and I practiced the art of "clip in clip out" in the safetiness of my culdesac. And I haven't fallen yet.  Thank the Jesus.  I've even gotten much better where I can take one hand off the bike if I need to, and I can stay upright.  I also can now drink water on the bike and grab my bottle and put it back.  And I don't fall over.  So that's a success.

I did a mock sprint triathlon in late June.  I did it after I had only been clipped into my bike once.  I also did it after not swimming a single meter in over a year. Or running in 3 weeks.  I didn't die, but I wasn't super happy with how it went.  So since June, I've been kind of a sitting duck.  I continued to ride with my husband, and I got better, could go further, and felt more confident.  He pushes me and pushes me, then makes me sprint super fast. But I couldn't pull the trigger on signing up for a tri.  Even though I did a sprint and survived.

A week or so ago, I went to a gathering with some of our RGV Tri Club members, and some of the ladies coaxed me into signing up...for an OLYMPIC triathlon.  Not a sprint (usually a short swim, a bike of 10-16 miles, then a 5k run)...instead, I decided to go for...

1500 meter swim (thats almost a mile), 24.5 mile bike...and a 10k.

And I had 2 weeks to train...

Many had joked with me that I would skip the whole sprint triathlon phase and jump straight into the Olympic or Half Iron distance.  Afterall, my first running race EVER was a half marathon.  But I wasn't so sure.  I guess I proved myself wrong.

So the last several days, I've been immersed in swimming, and biking.  And running...Seeing as my full marathon training plan started last week.  I've swam 1500+ meters a couple of times, and Saturday I did a "brick" consisting of a 25 mile bike with a 4.5 mile run.  And I felt good!  I was happy that even in the late morning heat, I could keep an 8:30 minute mile run pace.

Really for me, I've had to go back to the basics.  And really try to channel the feeling I had when I trained for my first Half.  Saturday, when I line up to jump in the water, I will be trying to channel the joy I felt as a beginner runner, and I'll try to be ecstatic with whatever happens, because hey, I just got out there and did it.  No time goals, anything is a PR (personal record) because its my first one.

Kristofor says watching me train has been like watching me as a beginner runner.  I used to have one speed. 10 minute mile.  I could run a 10 minute mile for days.  I am much the same kind of swimmer and cyclist.  I have one speed.  Steady, measured, rhythmed.  I don't much deviate.  I'm sure as I get more comfortable that will change, but for now, I'm happy to get through the swim and bike, then hit the gas when I put my Mizunos on.

I am sure I will update everyone on how it goes as soon as its finished!  So stay tuned.

I want to close with just an observation I've made personally about myself the past few days. My "runcation" I took, honestly, took a lot out of me.  Now that sounds funny because hey, I was resting.  But it was very mentally challenging for me.  It wasn't all my (and by saying "my" I mean my brain) choice to take so much time off.  My body actually decided for me.  I took so much time off because I had been battling some very severe fatigue issues.  Fatigue that I had never dealt with ever in my life.  I've always been a very active person, even before I was so ACTIVE as an athlete and trainer. In late April, I felt like my body put on the brakes.  I couldn't make it through most days without a nap, heat would absolutely exhaust me to the point I'd be sick,  I would run 3 miles and have to stop, I ran in a relay duathlon and almost didn't finish.  I'd not be able to finish a workout with my girls.  Overall, it was probably more mentally taxing than physically taxing.  I started to wonder if I'd get "me" back.  Was it over?  Going to the Dr. gave me a few answers, I've changed a few things dietarily, and I'm now confident that all will be 100% for me soon.

Since getting back from vacation, I've felt much renewed.  Although not 100% back to normal, I can now do my cardio and workouts, and not get so fatigued that I spend all day in bed thereafter.  I'm slowly coming back.  And I feel so relieved.  Like I said, mentally, I started to have doubts.

Last night, I passed by my full length mirror in my bathroom.  The mirror I call the "fat mirror"...we all have one.  And I saw my reflection (yes this is going to sound cheezball...bear with me puleese).  And I saw ME for the first time in a while.  Not the tired, worn out, weak person I had been seeing (or thought I was seeing for the past few months).  I looked strong.  I could see my biceps and my shoulders and my legs looked toned.  And I smiled.  I think we all need to do that sometimes.  We often look in the mirror and we see what we see and dismiss it, or criticize.  I think we deserve, after all the hard work we put in, to marvel at ourselves a bit.  Appreciate what you see in the mirror, what you've worked hard for.  Find something to be proud of.  I did that last night, and it surprised me.  So appreciate what you have, what you've worked for, and if you start to feel disconnected from you and what you've worked for, really take a look at yourself.  You might be surprised :)

Thanks for cheering me on,

Lacy